December 2009
great birthday
thank you to everyone who made it so fucking awesome.
Dec 31st
so why are you quick to kiss?
quickthetideishigh: amindfullofyou: Snails see the benefits (the beauty) in every inch. So why are you quick to kiss? Baby, maybe I spoke too soon. I’ll touch you once you make the first move. Smile when you feel the sunlight. had this song stuck in my head all day at work on monday.  no jokeskies!
Dec 30th
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i'm 21 today
does that mean i break edge and start punching hookers?
Dec 30th
condemn all you want, you’re the still the one who’s sick.
Dec 29th
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tomorrow's
my birthday.  so say happy birthday to me.
Dec 29th
TURMBLR
ILURBU
Dec 29th
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →
The Appleseed Cast (36) Title Fight (26) Circa Survive (23) The Casket Lottery (16) Elder (15) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
fail the sun to shine as there is no more beauty left to alighten. what once flourished has weathered away and what will not weather i cannot stomach. oh, the cruelty of a persistent scar. i can keep my lips from trembling while i sever, with regretful hands, the strings so carelessly attached to me. i can remove the litter of intimacy. alas, this will not be the death of me if that which merely...
Dec 28th
OBVI
Dec 28th
Not asking of me anything,  saying nothing about what it means, without anybody telling me how I should feel, lead my skeptic sight…
Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
canyouhearmeloudandclear?
Dec 26th
wasn't on tumblr
at all.  had a fine christmas. got a record player, mom gave me her super old copy of led zeppelin’s ZOSO, which is way awesome. it was a good day.
Dec 26th
it's christmas eve
do not come into the brick oven bistro to get food.  go spend it with your families and the people you love. seriously, do not want to see your face.
Dec 24th
and sometimes I feel hopeless, man.
Dec 24th
I want a beard.
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
You said there was nothing left down here Well I roamed around the wasteland And I swear I found something I found hope, I found God I found the dreams of the believers
Dec 23rd
“yeah, hi i’m calling about the prayer cross?” “oh yeah, would you like to place an order for one?” “…well, yeah, I would.  But instead of having the cross the way it is, could you just flip it upside down, and go ahead and leave the lords prayer out of it?” “uh…what?” *click. that’s what happens when ryan stern is at...
Dec 23rd
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in 7 days i will be 21. don’t really care that much.
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
linoleum
supports my head, give’s me something to believe.
Dec 22nd
When I was a kid, my mom told me not to eat my boogers because it would burn holes in my stomach. I some times wonder if that’s how I developed Crohn’s Disease…
Dec 22nd
I felt the Lord begin  to peel off all my skin.  And I felt the weight within  reveal the bigger mess  that you can’t fix.  I swear, I swear I’ll go Lead me into my home  Don’t stop don’t ever go  I swear you’ll never know  you’ll never know…
Dec 22nd
Dec 21st
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-20) →
The Appleseed Cast (36) Piebald (36) The Casket Lottery (25) Dashboard Confessional (19) American Football (12) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Dec 21st
You’ve got a darkside, that I can shed no light.  Consider this my blessing, this is your dance.
Dec 21st
come around
just to feel up, when you feel down. i hope that you come around.
Dec 20th
Samuel Raymond,
lafillequivoit: Holy Shit I love you! i love you too zoe lammer!
Dec 20th
So wait up, I’m not sleeping alone again tonight. There’s so much to dream about, there must be more to my life. don’t care if you don’t like alexisonfire.  i think they will forever fucking rule.
Dec 20th
reading what you just wrote.  and it made me want to scream.  the world’s views make me feel so fucking sick sometimes.  you’re going to forever be the one searching, searching in the wrong places.  Just like everyone you look up to.  everyone else who is looking in the wrong place, for the wrong things.  There are days when I wake up and I see so much beauty in people, and the world,...
Dec 20th
THETHINGSWEDOJUSTSTAYALIVE
Dec 20th
i wish i would
just fucking man up.
Dec 20th
You might feel uneasy today when you realize that you are playing outside of the rules. Normally, you like following tradition, but circumstances have required you to step into new territory now. Don’t fuss over what’s been lost or left behind. Letting go of old habits and expectations widens your horizons and will increase the variety of possibilities ahead. It’s time for you to...
Dec 19th
remember winnipeg
yeah feelin simpler, back then.
Dec 19th
OHTOWANTONETHING
thepurityofheart
Dec 18th
do you have those days
where there’s just nothing to say?
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
I wonder if you will ever "feel the need"
People are so vulnerable in the dark.  When the sun sets, the weakness and fear in people comes out.  It makes you want to crawl into bed with someone who cares about you, regardless if you care about them. Regardless if you care about anything.
Dec 17th
Deception vs Force
amindfullofyou: With deception come the lies, the believing of lies, and the revelation of truth resulting in embarrassment, self guilt, and those walls we all know too well. Those walls that keep us distant and let everyone know we’re “fine”. We’ve all grown so skilled in pretending to be okay (pretending we’re not upset, pretending we’re not doubting our choices and beliefs and struggling with...
Dec 16th
these people aren’t even real, they need choreographers just to breathe.  They were raised by wolves and think of us as sheep.
Dec 16th
i'm going
to look into adopting a cat from the humane society.
Dec 16th
it rained
all fucking night.  lameeee.
Dec 16th
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Dec 15th
we are the only friends we have. (it has me in a trance)
Dec 15th
it’s just a simple plan, to keep you awake.
Dec 15th